Hi guys, I honestly don't know how to start this one, so I guess I'll dive right in: this post is about my struggles with Arabic, learning et all. As a child I hated Madrasah or (ile-kewu) as it's fondly called by the Yorubas, I hated it because the Ustadhs (Alfas) were MEAN, they had no mercy, they flogged for anything and everything, I was a bit of rebel growing up, still one. So I started making up excuses not to go, Madrasah was mandatory when we visited my grandmother, it wasn't at my house, so I made up all sorts of excuses not to go. I also remember seeing an Ustadh touch a lady inappropriately on the way home one night and that left a bad taste in my mouth, I was very young, but something about it did not sit right with me.
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